Devastation.

With the last few weeks being as hard as they have, I have to say I'd be lying if this didn't come as a tremendous blow to me.  I can't believe you're in a relationship now.  I knew that it would happen eventually because you're such an amazing person, but I really hoped it would happen after you were gone so I didn't have to witness it. I don't know how I'm going to make it through these next few weeks. I really don't know how.